I'm nothing I thought I was and nothing I want to be.

This summer i got my first job. (thanks to my best friend) Her sisters worked at this dry cleaners and are now going to collage. THey were looking for some new people so i got a spot. I do counter work which involves me taking people clothes, giving them back, and putting hangers away (and the similar). Its a pretty easy job but some of it is SO annoying. Drop offs will kill me especially laundry shirts. I always have issues checking to make sure its the right fabric and stuff. So this is why i am writing this journal. I've decided to share my dry cleaner stories with all of you. Ill tell you a few right now (i've only work about 6 or 7 days)

One day this lady came in. She has a skinny lady who was very brand name. She had her Abercrombie and Hollister clothes and her little hands free set in her ear. At this point i was in training and this other girl Katie was helping me. The lady put a pair of pants down and then she pointed to the crotch and said that she had gotten some *cough* blood on her pants and was hoping we could get it. Let me say it was just plain awkward to me. Its like thank you for telling me about your menstrual cycle.

Another story i have is another one from when i was in training. This time Debbie was helping me. This lady came in with a pair of navy blue pants. She told us that there were some white spots on the pants from the last time and she pointed them out. She then went on to tell us how she thought maybe it was just powdered sugar or something but it didn't brush off. Next she asked us if we though crack would do this to the pants. YES you read that right. She asked if WE! two teenagers knew if CRACK did that to her pants. She implied that the workers had a part in it. We (Debbie and I) were just like "umm we have no idea." So we let her get the pants redone.

Seriously some weird people come in sometimes. Its all interesting. More stories soon. :-D

My mom is really! starting to get on my case about my summer reading books. one of the most dreaded things ever (at least in my mind). Ive been wondering alot lately with people talking of schools here how everyone's works. i know the system if different in europe (i have cousin there). For me i got back to school in the beginning of September. Then i have a break at Christmas (usually a long one since ive always gone to Catholic school) then spring break/ Easter break. Then i am out for the summer around the beginning of June. How does everyone else's systems work??

So i think the orange fret on GH is just there to be evil. I have a few reasons why

1. its mocks those with small hands
2. it makes people believe that there are only 5 strings on a guitar
3. it wants to give us all carpal tunnel
4. they want us to fail songs!

any other ideas?

well... its EVIL!!

My parents don't want me going to Warped. I am just about devastated. I have been waiting a whole year for this and my friend and i bought tickets on pre-sale. Since they won't listen to me i am reaching out to friends and bands to tell my parents i should go! i have paid for my own ticket and everything. i REALLY want to go. Offer some support? please...

My friend wrote this poem thing and I thought it was just amazing. So I asked him if I could post is here for people to read. So here it is. Read and enjoy :-D

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The reason it sounds so weird is because there is a bunch of band names that make up the body of the poem.

please criticize constructively.


Between the Buried and Me

This is my Backseat Goodbye.
mewithoutYou.

This Hot Water Music is giving me Audio Adrenaline
There are NoFX, it’s all real.
Your Bright Eyes Brighten’d my life,
Making any time A Day to Remember.

A Fire’s Inside
We’re All That Remains
You and I, Between the Trees
Listening to the Sounds of Animals Fighting

And the Citizens Cope
As Gavin Dances

I wish we could stay on this Chariot, as The Cars pass us by,
And listen to the Soundtrack of the City’s Motion.

You were my Dear in the Headlights,
And now you're with The Devil Wearing Prada

Those Dead Poetics can’t help anymore.
There used to be Explosions in the Sky,
But these Ashes came from Autumn.
Now I have to Give up the Ghost to the Grateful Dead

You were my Trophy
But this Trophy Left Scars

I’m at a Funeral for a Friend
I went From First to Last,
I feel like a Foreigner.
The Misfit,
Without your love.

Then,
I hear a Hush Sound,
And feel a Hot Cross on my chest.
I turn and see my sweet Norma Jean.
You were as beautiful as The Offspring of Steely Dan and his Iron Maiden.
The sight of you brought me to Nirvana
I feel Brand New.
This is me Smiling.
I feel simply Sublime!
Like The Tallest Man in the World!

And now, I know,
Every Time I Die, I will see you again.


End.

so my mom finally made an appointment to get my hair cut. i am trying to grow it out a little but i still like have a ton of layers. here is the good part. SHE SAYS I CAN DYE IT! here is the bad part she doesnt want me bleaching my hair... sooo. any ideas? you can look at the pictures of me to know what i look. i want something that doesnt need to be overly taken care of since i swim all the time. (p.s. i really dont like side bangs on me they look weird.) by the way i need to have my idea by tomorrow afternoon. EEP!

Hey people,

I am going to be down in Disney World till Friday so if you comment or drop me a note dont be offended if i don't get back to you. Its my school's freshman trip, but we still have to pay for the thing blehh. I'll take lots of pictures (duh) and post them when i get back. The heat is going to kill me. I am going to miss my computer for 5 days... I have attachment issues. Bye!


- Tizzy

My Mom just asked my for my Facebook, Myspace, and Buzznet passwords. I said i would not give them to her and she said "Uh, yes you will or i will shut them down." I said you can't do that. She retorted by saying that she would. She already goes on my facebook and buzznet because i leave myself signed in and saved on my wed browser. Its really aggravating thats she does this. I have certain things set on sites so only certain people can see stuff. My mom says that its a public website and any one can see anything. Okay, I see her point here but I make sure not to put up stuff that I would be embarrassed of. So here's my question to you people. What do you think about this? Should I give my mom my passwords? Should I stand my ground? Do you have the same problem? Or if you can think of anything else to add express it. I just know I am pretty annoyed.

Thanks
- Tizzy

I convinced my friends to come see the new Narnia movie with me yesterday. I have been raving about this movie and waiting since the last one. Let me say this movie was the BOMB!! They switched some of the stuff around and made it a little different, but i can understand why they changed it. They kept to the main story plot which was good. I pointed out to my friend at one point "See how good this movie is? And its only PG!" They took out blood and guts and gave us a great movie. Also, the creatures in Narnia are SOOO much better than the ones in Harry Potter. The animation in this is to DIE for. I HIGHLY recommend going and seeing The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian. It was reallllly good and worth every dollar.

p.s. I swooned over King Peter the whole movie. He is GORGEOUS!

Just becuase i said i thought you were hot,
didn't mean i liked you.
Just becuase i said i liked you,
didn't mean i wanted to date you.
Just because i dated you,
didn't mean i wanted to fuck you.

- Tizzy



i wrote this today. its just about all i can come up with.

I was surfing the internet when i came apon a story about Ronnie Radke and battery charges. I was shocked by what I read. See what you think

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Escape The Fate singer Ronnie Radke pleaded guilty to a charge of battery with substantial bodily harm at a court hearing on January 15.

The singer, who has subsequently been fired from the Las Vegas-based punk band, was also sentenced to five years' probation as well as being ordered to pay nearly $100,000 in damages in relation to the death of 18-year-old Michael Cook on May 6 2006.

According to police reports, Radke's former friend Marcel Colquitt challenged him to a one-on-one fist fight at a secluded stretch of desert near to their Las Vegas home after Radke refered to Colquitt's girlfriend as "a crack whore".

Radke brought along three additional people and Colquitt brought along four. Both sides were armed with knuckle-dusters and baseball bats. A firearm was also involved in the altercation.

The incident ended when Radke's friend, Chase Rader, shot and wound Colquitt's brother and killed Cook.

"I don't think probation is good enough for him," said Cook's mother, Ceda Freeman. "He has absolutely destroyed my family."

Colquitt, who was due to appear as Radke's co-defendant in the case, committed suicide in September 2007.



(link: http://www2.kerrang.com/2008/01/escape_the_fate_singer_escapes.html)

At the moment i have come up with three fashion trends that i can not stand and here they are

1. Flats.

I cant not stand these. They are pointless except for fashion and i think they are ugly. Most of them have these little bows on them that should only be seen in a 3 year olds hair. They also dont have soles. They are so tiny i am surprised that people dont need a new pair every week.

2. Bubble Bangs.
Can I please pop those with a bubble? Either you have bangs or you dont. You can just put them up like that. They make a person's head look bigger and they should just fall down. How much hair spray and such do you need to keep those like that any way?

3. Wangster Skater Hats
These hats piss me off. Its like okay choose! skater or wangster. You may not be both. They look foolish 99% of the time and are just wangster. While talking about wangster skaters and the like. If you are going to wear skinny jeans dont show your boxers! Its not ment to be skinny jeans = keep your pants up (put your stud belt to use) and baggy jeans = allowed to fall if desired. Either way wangster + skater = disaster.

These are my opinions. If you dont them thats cool thats you. I think these things should just disapear and be seen as history. Leave comments if desired.

Today the Umbrella Academy was released. FOR REAL! so now we can read it when ever we want. Ok we have to wait for the next issue but still. I still have to go read it but i am really excited.

Well i finaly have scanner software on my computer SO! i should be able to upload pictures and articles from my kerrang!'s sound good to you people? sounds good to me

ok yes none of my pics have anything with music i really havent been on buzz when i should i got a new computer and i want my dad to help with sccanning software so i can uplaod a ton of kerrang! pics and artcles. soon i hope...... and i should add panic! concert pics that will happen!

hello to everyone spec my buddys u kno who u r pics to come stalking to come be prepared.

ps. thank the lord for my new laptop

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